SebastienVanHellsing

(In the end,) You fool. --- It's all because of you we got this way... --- Why? Why do you think... --- (If the memory was good enough...) Trust me... Do you really think I'd be writing... Nah, I'd probably be --- Along side with you... --- (I just might, but some stupid small chance...) Stop fighting it, --- Just let it out, who cares --- (...Remember it...) Don't make me choke you --- "Come on --- you can do better than that..." (Without looking...) Choke --- Don't stop--- You know you want this... "Who said you could stop?" --- "Let me tell you something... You're MY pet... Not the opposite!" (But I won't, do you want to

Armageddon: Rain – Chapter 03   This time, I was awoken by a blinding light. If I didn't know any better, I'd assume I crossed over and I was in heaven.  Obviously, that was not the case, as soon as my vision cleared up, I'd find myself back in the same hell hole, being choked and violated by that Sebastien guy. If this was a prank, it definitely was not funny. But who would pull a prank such as this on me? I know close to no one apart from my sister and my aunt. In fact, I don't know anyone apart from them. Then I started to think about Dominique, but my thoughts were interrupted by his voice, "Ah, you're awake my child. I apologize f

Depression, guilt, relationships, and loneliness (neglect) (Skip the intro if you want to go to a different topic, but I suggest you read my point of view first...) Intro: These three go hand in hand. Guilt can cause depression, which then leads to loneliness. There isn't a cure, no matter how many prescribed pills your doctor gives you. People don't understand that, they think they're smart by telling you to shrug it off or get a life, but little do they know it only hurts more. Some things are easier said than done, and riding yourself of feelings of neglect and lonesomeness and some of them. It is so easy... To just tell someone "get ov

Turn your back on me... I've never felt something so strong in my life before. All those times we shared together, were they all a lie? Never in my life, have I thought such pain was possible. The one person in the world, the one person who has ever made me feel this real before, I have never met anyone like you, but now you're gone, just like everyone else. Was it something I said? Where did I go wrong this time? Faded memories, broken dreams, that's all anything is now. The second in life you think everything is right, things start to change.  If I wrote a story, would you listen? If I opened up completely to you, would you hear me out? No

I don't understand   What is it that drives people to become so shallow? I try so hard to satisfy everyone. Understand how hard this is on me. Don't hate me for it, I'm just too nice. I've hurt so many people, and I know I deserve this pain. I get caught up in my own lies, then "the ones I love the most suffer from my indecisions." A friend I once lost told me that. Now I understand what they meant. Maybe I didn't try hard enough; I still don't know why I'm here. I guess it's by chance. But what chance is this? I keep screwing it up, making things worse. They say I'm lucky, but they don't know the truth. It's starting to seem like everythi

Armageddon: Rain – Chapter 02   Ah, I still remember that day. I was coming down from my hide out thinking she was asleep, but I was wrong. I came face to face with what appeared to be a drunken older woman, whom was no other than my aunty "Nosferatu."Her eyes suited the title so well, as they were blood shot from all the wine she was probably drinking. "J...aa..ck..." was all she could muster out before having what appeared to be a massive laugh attack and stumbling back to her room, nearly falling over at least a dozen times. She wasn't going to remember our encounter, or at least I would hope not. Regardless, I had to be more carefu

Armageddon: Rain – Chapter 01   Many say that our world is coming to an end. That it is infested with sinners sent from hell to fulfill Satan's biddings. How "God" will smite us all hence leaving the human race extinct. Tsunamis, flooding the very earth we walk on, earthquakes, tearing apart what we hold dear and finally, molten lava, burning the remainders of our precious lives into ashes, straight through the cracks of the earth where we shall see them no longer. Others believe we will destroy ourselves through the numerous wars we create. Truth be told, none of the above shall happen. The world will not cease to exist in the years w

You see me, (nana! no you don't!) Lord Lassagno, where I fell, Where I stand no more. (is this weird to anyone else?) Though, These lines make completely no sense, I shall gladly dance my dance for you. But, for myself, I would stay home and play video games all day, (nerd much?) Eat a thousand pizzas, (order up!) chug ten thousand beers, (alchy too? oh my.) That only to never see your ugly face again, I might in weight, acne, baldness, depression, Break my mirrors. But this next line is so darn confusing, It has led me to become obese from anxious eating -- Meaning the floorboards caved in, (finally.) forcing me to exercise; Joggin

   My name is Helsing... Abraham Van Helsing. You may have heard of me through numerous "fairy tales," books, movies, whatever the case may be, as the greatest vampire hunter who has ever walked this earth. Indeed I am, rather, was. The years have passed, as did my passion for the hunt. Ever since I have slain the "great" Nosferatu, more commonly known as "Dracula," there is no longer a need for me to act as a protector for our land. Hence, I have decided to settle down. Although, I am still in search of adventure and thrill in my life, for I hate to stand still. Aslong as there is some form of action in my life, I am satisfied. I hav